something always brings me back to you
so i’m going to work in an hour.
i’ve been trapped at home, sick with the flu of the swine variety, but i need to socialize. i need human contact. i miss seeing people. talking to people. sure i have a fever, and i’m always coughing and sniffling and my legs really hurt, but that’s okay. i need contact. i’m going pretty insane here. and it’s only a 3 hour shift, so it won’t be that terrible.
i did cancel my date with anthony tonight though. we were going to go see paranormal activity. looks scary as fuuuck. but i don’t think i could make it though it without taking a nap somewhere.
i feel like we don’t have actual conversations anymore. like its one thing just draaaaaaged on. and its not even something interesting. i don’t know, maybe i’m just saying that because i’m sick. he’s just not the best conversationalist. sigh.
fml right now.
and justin’s fucking harrassing me through emails. he sent me this song, and i was like wtf leave me alone. he was like “you’re not the person i thought you were” because i said i refuse to dwell on the past and i have the right to be happy. like are for fucking real? so i just said “events change people. and if you think i’m a slut or whatever, then so be it” and he hasn’t answered since. thank god.
that kid will send me to a mental hospital, i swear.
