if i were to write the song

the entire left side of my face hurts.

stupid sinus. but my sister had cold cyrop that actually legit tastes like grape juice. usually that’s just a lie and it still tastes like crap, but i had a teaspoon and was like OMG this is so good. i’ll have 2! i had my pepsi ready to chase it but i did not need it.

but because i’m been blowing my nose so much my head is KILLING, then it went to my cheeks, and my teeth. so i can barely eat. my mom’s like “have an apple!” oh sure. a hard fruit. so intelligent. i can barely even have bread, so i’m basically just not eating.

this better be gone by tomorrow. i do not need a runny nose trying to ruin my halloween. i’m so excited. it’s my favourite day of the year. this year i’m being a lady bug and i just painted my nails red and put black dots on them :) and tomorrow i’m making bat and pumpkin shaped cookies with my mom and then going to farnaz’s to carve a pumpkin before getting ready to get destroyed with heather.

it’s going to be very exciting :) i have to remember to drunk text sean. and robyn. oh lordy. thank god i have free texting!

so tomorrow night i’m going to a party with heather. i don’t know the guy, heather’s really good friends with him and i met him once but i was so drunk and it was in april. so basically i will know one person. but you know what? i’m still so excited regardless. i love meeting new people. when i’m drinking i’m so social. and i’m heather’s wingman so i’m going to get her to wheel.

robyn, answer me this. if i’m only seeing anthony, and we have noooo plans on being official, and i made out with someone tomorrow night (no sex i swear. why ruin a good thing), that’s not cheating? cause you need to be in an actual relationship to cheat. and we both talked about it and said we could do whatever we wanted, but then we said we didn’t want to. i mostly said that just to not sound like a slut.

holy fuck i’m hungry.